so far in life....

SCHOOL
School is alright at the moment. I'm slowly catching up, and I feel not so lost anymore. I've been working so much I barely have any time to do schoolwork. The most important thing I have to do by Monday is have an essay done, and I also need to create an outline for an in-class midterm essay. Ugh...I dread writing papers and shit. I'm stressed out enough already and this whole writing essay thing gives me a big headache. There is really nothing else going on at school; however, I don't get to see any of my friends that much because I'm either at work right before school, or have to go to work right after school. I have no time to socialize, so I've been feeling lonely.
Ugh...I really hate my job at the moment because I'm having a hard time balancing my job and school. I have my good days and my bad days, but the good days aren't like SUPER amazing. I've been working every day for the past week, and they wanted me to work this Sunday. I was like fuck no because I'm so tired, and I
need to relax and have a day where I can just do schoolwork. I want the hours because I want to make money, but school is the most important thing.
CAR
My car is finally fixed, but I can't drive it yet. It fucking frustrates me because I'm so fucking busy now that I can't always get a ride where I need to, and it prevents me from getting shit done. I guess the sticker on the license plate is expired or something. My daddy won't let me drive it at all.

ME
How am I doing? Not so great. I'm so overwhelmed and stressed out! I'm back to drinking them unhealthy energy drinks and taking them bad sleeping pills. It took me so long to get off those sleeping pills awhile back, and now here I am dependent on them all over again. I feel like a walking zombie. Its like I never sleep. I've been only sleeping for about 3 or 4 hours the past week. The rest of the time I'm just laying in bed for hours trying to get back to sleep. Well, last night I only took one sleeping pill and cried so much that I just conked out. I'm going to end this blog here for now. I can't think of anything else to put down.